NO ONE CAN FEEL YOUR PAIN - BUT YOU

I was right - I wasn't out of bed yesterday song enough to turn the computer on! I know me and I know my body! Have you ever tried to explain to someone how you feel? I don't mean emotionally, I mean physically? GIVE IT UP !!!! Make peace with yourself that NO BODY will understand. Once you come to that conclusion, it's like having a weight lifted off your shoulders.You tell yourself " if they really cared about me, they would understand", "don't they get it, I have NO energy left", "I would love to, (do whatever) but I hurt".GIVE IT UP!!!! No one understands the pain that you are in, except fellow suffers, and another problem is that there are no two people that experience this the same way, so GIVE IT UP -- FREE YOURSELF FROM THIS GRIEF -- Because as you know stress causes just as much pain as overdoing it. I like what my GP said " if you feel like doing something, do it - if you don't, go to bed". If was so wonderful having permission to do what I knew what worked for me. But, there is always a but, I'm tired of existing this way that's why I am in this whole heartily with my son. As for my contribution to the Program, I am now drinking 2-3 glasses of water between each glass of my tea. No, not just tap water, it has to come out of my new Brita filter pitcher that Dustin got me for Christmas. I also received a juicer, a food processor and a vegetable steamer - oh yea I also got a smoothie maker for when I'm a good girl - When I opened these presents, I know right then, that life as I knew it was officially over UH -YEA
I forgot to say one thing earlier, that I wanted to, the best thing that has come out of this change, has been all of the studying and comparing that Dustin has done to start this for me, He GETS it. I hope and pray that he never suffers with this (some studies are showing that this can be hereditary) but maybe he'll have a cure by then. Until tomorrow Debby